Controlling the simple mind,
easier said, then done Im afraid,
for I used to hold such happiness,
and now such sadness,
my eyes hold in the tears,
that seem more than willing to sprawl out,
I refuse to give up,
to let anyone of you win,
I remain strong,
I will not give in,
my mind will be what it is,
even through this despair,
I will win my rights,
and I will win these fights,
even if its a fight within me each and everyday.
all I have is me now
but you shouldn't worry
I'm used to it by now
I have always been the one
to take care of myself
I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine
I'll tell you all it's okay
if I do then maybe
I'll believe it myself
cause I don't need anyone
no I never did
I've never had anyone
that I could always believe in
I've built these walls around me
out of recycled friends sounding
like they were something, they are nothing
and now they're breaking down
and I'm seeing the way out
I'm fine, I'm fine, a lie, a lie
I'm fine, I'm fine, that's a lie.
Underneath This Smile, I've been hiding for a while.
Burying my feelings, away from you.
Convincing you that I'm okay, just here.
Covered.
Smiling and laughing with friends.
It's all just an act.
Alone with my thoughts...and maybe you?
The rain fogging my mind, all left behind.
You go in one direction, and I go in the other.
It has become our usual routine.
And when it is ruptured, the world is shaken.
A living, breathing mass.
Underneath This Smile, you've been fooled.
I don't know, I want to share with you.
The truth, everything.
Rouch stories of the future.
Through this life with you.
I'll just exist, I'll hav
Underneath the smile
Nobody notices
How much she really cries
Out of pain and anger
Underneath the smile
Nobody notices
How alone she really is
Through her deserted days
Underneath the smile
Nobody notices
How much strength it takes
To pretend everything is ok
Because nobody notices...
Underneath her smile.